Sometimes..

Sometimes I thought that I would have a heart attack

But I had none

I thought I would die

But hades never came from the underworld

I thought that I would split apart from the piercing pain

But here I am in one piece

I thought that I would kill myself

But my heart is still beating

I thought that I would run away

But I am still sitting in my house

I thought that I wouldn’t eat

But I haven’t starved yet

I thought that I would cry my eyes out

But all my tears have dried away

I thought that my heart will stop

But it still is beating

I thought that I would have a brain hemorrhage

But my brain is still functional

I thought that I would be alone

But alas it came true.