Saturday, December 15, 2012

Just iron it!!!


Which girl doesn’t want poker straight hair? Not even a single strand of hair out of place and the comb just cascades along the hair. We girls can go to any extremities to just feel good. I remember when I was a little girl and my hair has always been wavy. I would bolt my room and would straighten my hair and my mum would say, Wow ! today your hair is looking so straight. But I never told her what went behind that door.

I knew then what I was doing was damaging my hair but still the happiness I got by straightening my hair: priceless. Many years have passed and I now I am in possession of a straightener and my mom scolds me for doing damage to my hair.


So here I am , telling you how to get straight hair. Only the strong hearted girl can take these extreme steps to get the straight look. J

For this you would need : a towel, comb and a flat iron.

A flat iron is essential because the heat distribution on its surface is even. And the fancy steam iron is big no. You don’t want bits of your hair to be steamed out.

Now , first of all you should test your iron on some other cloth so see whether the heating is stable or not. Once I took my friend’s iron and directly attacked on my hair and unfortunately it was a defected one and I burnt my hair. That burning smell I is still etched in my memory. So, you wouldn’t want that happening to you.

Brush your hair and remove the tangles.  If you have long hair , you can spread your hair on the bed. Now with the help of the comb , take some hair. Now the towel should be on the backside of the hair and iron on the top. We use a towel as the iron is very hot and we need a base so that we can put pressure and glide the iron through the hair.

To get best results, you should hold the towel as well as the iron very tightly. Repeat this for the rest of the hair. And get poker straight hair and dance your way in the mirror.

Don’t wash your hair for the next few days because water will ruin your straight hair.

Caution: Always keep the iron away from your face otherwise you can get burnt.

A very warm thanks to sunsilk for making me re-live my craziness of childhood.

Image courtesy: google


Saturday, November 24, 2012

Land of Won-derland


I pick up the few pieces of life
Remainder got lost in time
Some were full of laughter
Some were full of sorrow
With these in my pocket
I set out
For a new game in crazyland
Some call it a land of destiny
Some say it’s full of freaks
But they do not know yet
That I am a juggler of loss
I juggle loss in my hands
People clap when they are amused
And leave when the show’s over
The more I make other’s laugh
More I get imprisoned in the land of grief
Sometimes it drags me
In the deep potholes of sadness
And there’s no coming back

So like all others
I am here to try my un-luck
Maybe it’ll turn around
I walk up to the entrance
A large clown waits for me up there
Across the dias he waits
He calls for the ticket
I have none
There he towers upon me
In his attire of black and white
He represents life
We all have our whites and blacks
How magical he looks
When he shows me his
Enchanting smile
He says’ “Welcome , Madame”
“ Enter here to try your luck
Many a people have walked past me
Some got lucky . Some got failed.
Some got light. Some got darkness.
Come and try your luck.
Come with nothing. Leave with abundance.
Live life fully. Believe in yourself.
Attain the highest pursuit of happiness.,
But there is one thing you should always remember forever”
Me with just a bag of knick-knacks
Asked, “What should I remember?
O! Lord of the mighty gates”
He said, “such reverence is never heard of,
Behold, O Traveller,
Be wary of hypocrisy and wickedness
It’l try to seize you
From right and left and centre,
And when you are not looking
It might attack you from above
When everything seems bright
It might crack open a hole
Beware, O! Stranger
They often wander with the claims
Of a perfect world, a perfect life
Don’t fall in their traps
You may find them
Luring you with their honey laced promises
Going to the moon, giving you glittering stars
They might try to stray you from your path
But do not lose your aim
Keep this diktat in mind
Lo & Behold you go
Go after your destiny, wanderlust.

He opened the majestic gates
A blinding light flashed upon me
From hence I could see none  

Sometimes..




Sometimes I thought that I would have a heart attack
But I had none
I thought I would die
But hades never came from the underworld
I thought that I would split apart from the piercing pain
But here I am in one piece
I thought that I would kill myself
But my heart is still beating
I thought that I would run away
But I am still sitting in my house
I thought that I wouldn’t eat
But I haven’t starved yet
I thought that I would cry my eyes out
But all my tears have dried away
I thought that my heart will stop
But it still is beating
I thought that I would have a brain hemorrhage
But my brain is still functional
I thought that I would be alone
But alas it came true. 

Falling apart



Clutching my heart
Hope it never falls apart
Hope it never bleeds again
Hope it never breaks again
It is hard to explain
With the clock ticking away
I can feel
My faint breath failing
Waiting to be rescued
By the one I love
Would he or wouldn’t he
Is the question
To which I have no answer to;
Crippling me from the inside
This love demands no more
Why the seed ever planted
When it wanted to grow no more
Gripped with fear and pain
Will I fail this time too?
Ticking trickling clock
Bleeding heart is all I have
Will he ask for more?
Empty are the drawers
Shadows are ghosts
Dried are the tears
Hollow are the emotions
I feel nothing no more
Perplexed and confused I am
With the huge baggage on my shoulder
Where should I leave the burden?
Which bends me everyday
Striving to live
Learning to forget
Is this want I wanted leave everything apart
I don’t wanna be lonely anymore.


Walking down the memory lane



Beautiful memories that we created;
Long walks along the rows of trees
Flowers that you placed in my hair
Teardrops you kissed from my cheekbones
Pain that you wiped away
Cracked a smile when I was down
Gave me love galore when I asked for none
Held me tight when I needed
Became my shield when I got hurt
Removed stones from my way
You got lost in my love
Didn’t knew wrong from right
Shielded me from the entire world
You were my world
I was yours
Saw the whole galaxy in your eyes
Your pain would shudder me throughout
Your pain was my painkiller.

Hoping and Wishing



H
ospitals are one of the most happiness wrenching place. I can only get sad whenever I go there. Whenever anybody goes past with anomalies or some serious accident case I get the goose bumps. Such depravities and so many people shifted out of their happy homes and made to struggle against the bad times. Sometimes I think how much pain they are in and what all stories are attached to them. From where do these people and their families derive the courage to fight back? Only few can muster the courage and go against all odds and fight for their rightful place in the world.  I don’t need a reminder in lieu of a serious mishap. But we people do take things for granted. I once saw a girl coming out of the examination hall with me and had some problem with her leg; at that point I was so ashamed of myself. I have both of my legs in the right position and I just don’t respect them.

At that point of time I was so thankful to God that he didn’t made me suffer so much and each of my pain were meager as compared to hers. And may god be grateful to her and may all her wishes be granted.

Life is a box of chocolates, we never know what we are going to get. A few moments are sweet, some of some bitter but that is what makes life worth living. 

Books-My First Love


B
ooks. I have loved books since I was a kid. They always have been my best friend. Went with me through the various countries, slipped past the dunes of time. Who says we can’t travel time, I have been in the centuries that I have liked. They have scared me, taught me love, have betrayed me. Made me sob, unraveled mysteries of the unknown. I still remember the day I held in my hand the first most beautiful book on this earth. I was around 6 years old and was in 2nd grade. It was our first day in school. We got our time table and voila! Our 3rd period was of library. 

Labyrinths of unknown and dusty books waiting for us to wipe out the dust and read them to our hearts content. The sacred place where only the big kids could go. That meant I was a big girl too. I felt proud to have grown up to glide away to the library and sit where only the big kids where allowed. I could sense the pride glowing inside me.
I just couldn’t wait to see the mystic library. Bell tolled. The time had come .We were made to fall in line. Noisy kids that we were. Some in line. Some just excited to be outside the class on any pretext. And some like me who were just happy to be finally able to walk the walk towards the alley that leads to the library.

We entered. The library seemed much bigger ‘cos we were much smaller. I got a seat quietly and observed where the books were and when we were going to get them. Other kids were just happy chattering way, but not me. I grew impatient every passing minute. Every minute devoid of the books was pinching my heart. Our teacher told us to write a paragraph on “My school”.

There was no happiness left now in this world … I didn’t have watch then. But time was going to be up any time. But what about my dreams. Did nobody saw the anxiety swirling inside me?

Howsoever, God is always kind. In a carton full of books, there came our teacher distributing us the books. I was so impatient. Why did I have to sit so away from where the teacher was distributing. What if I got nothing and the books got finished and left me. Staring at everybody while they have a gala time reading and mocking me. It would be just so much for me to engulf. I wanted to snatch the books away from everybody. Maybe I had become a devil. The wait had brought the devil inside me. I wanted to wipe out the smile out of every kid.

Just then a brain wave came. I asked madam whether I could fish out a book for myself from another box. Would she understand me and give the privilege. To my immense happiness she said in the affirmative. My hands were shaking. Was this the end of my dreams, would I get what I wanted.

Just then I saw a book withering away in the corner, it seemed as if it was asking for my help. I picked it up and wiped out the dust of its cover. It was titled “The match girl”. Slowly I opened it. It was the most beautiful book I had ever come across. Full of beautiful illustrations and some words that I didn’t even understand. I was basking in my own happiness. My golden book and the golden words- it somehow made me complete. I had found my best friend. The moment is what I still cherish now. The beauty made my eyes water. It was mine. I found it when nobody cared. The girl with the big eyes had bagged my interest. I saw myself in her.

Suddenly my trance broke and one of my friend shouted, “Hey! Look what she has found. Let’s go and have look”. My heart skipped a beat. They were coming to come between us and take this book away from me.They always do. what else could be done? They came, they shrieked, they snatched and I was left alone with the empty dusty carton with me.

Everybody pouring over the book with the girl with big eyes. And me sulking away in a corner. I endeavored that now I would always run towards the library and always get this book and hide it for the next time and would read it all. From that day onwards that book became somewhat of a royalty with us kids fighting to get hold of it. Since that day onwards, I have been an ardent lover of books and still I am.

Monday, May 7, 2012

Love gone forever



A
fter all the times we were together
All that is left is trace love
I try to find the love in my veins
What all I found was sketches of love past
I try to catch the flighty memories
But they slip away like grains of sand
Feels like my heart is thumping in my hand
Deserted by its rightful place
It is home again
I gave you its ownership
Injected into the blood vessels your name
You left it bleeding in the rain
The earth may soak the pain
But it leaves behind the insane
You’re far ahead of me now
I can see you running far away
The place we called ours
Is now deserted and barren
Wears a look of shrubs and thorns
When long ago
It smelt of roses and bougainvillea
We planted them ourselves
But now they are bereft of our love
They wilted without care
Died just like us
One moonlight we met
One eclipse we fought
One dark night we broke apart
Matches are made in heaven they say
Those who sayeth
They doeth
Love is insane
Hate is insane
When I loved you, everybody said I was insane
When you don’t love me anymore
I am still insane
My head comes crashing down
Whenever I think of you
Tears come out as I have opened a tap
I don’t know what to do
Hoodwinked by your love
Everything seems so wrong
Maybe I don’t like the eerie silence between us
We talked of promises
Promises that were never kept
Many that were broke
Many that were shattered
Forgivable are your rejections
And the gloom you cast over me
Never thought that from priority no.01
I’d slip to the no priority list
  It is said that
We always hurt the person
Whom we love the most
But the truth is
I don’t want to be
That person anymore
Never anymore.

The Wanderer Part I


I pick up the few pieces of life
Remainder got lost in time
Some were full of laughter
Some were full of sorrow
With these in my pocket
I set out
For a new game in crazyland
Some call it a land of destiny
Some say it’s full of freaks
But they do not know yet
That I am a juggler of loss
I juggle loss in my hands
People clap when they are amused
And leave when the show’s over
The more I make other’s laugh
More I get imprisoned in the land of grief
Sometimes it drags me
In the deep potholes of sadness
And there’s no coming back

So like all others
I am here to try my un-luck
Maybe it’ll turn around
I walk up to the entrance
A large clown waits for me up there
Across the dias he waits
He calls for the ticket
I have none
There he towers upon me
In his attire of black and white
He represents life
We all have our whites and blacks
How magical he looks
When he shows me his
Enchanting smile
He says’ “Welcome , Madame”
“ Enter here to try your luck
Many a people have walked past me
Some got lucky . Some got failed.
Some got light. Some got darkness.
Come and try your luck.
Come with nothing. Leave with abundance.
Live life fully. Believe in yourself.
Attain the highest pursuit of happiness.,
But there is one thing you should always remember forever”
Me with just a bag of knick-knacks
Asked, “What should I remember?
O! Lord of the mighty gates”
He said, “such reverence is never heard of,
Behold, O Traveller,
Be wary of hypocrisy and wickedness
It’l try to seize you
From right and left and centre,
And when you are not looking
It might attack you from above
When everything seems bright
It might crack open a hole
Beware, O! Stranger
They often wander with the claims
Of a perfect world, a perfect life
Don’t fall in their traps
You may find them
Luring you with their honey laced promises
Going to the moon, giving you glittering stars
They might try to stray you from your path
But do not lose your aim
Keep this diktat in mind
Lo & Behold you go
Go after your destiny, wanderlust.

He opened the majestic gates
A blinding light flashed upon me
From hence I could see none  

The dark Abyss


W
alking down the dark abyss
So cold and creaking
I tread past the ghosts of the past
In the crevices
I had hidden my memories
But flashing through my lamps
They haunt me now and then
Crept from behind
Pierced my heart fragile
Strenuously I walked in fright
Tried to convince myself
Just one step more
And everything would be fine
Just one step more
And I would see the daylight
After every dark hour comes the sunshine
Just have to keep my hopes tight and bright

Reminisces of the past
Don’t help me either
Wonder when I‘ll be alright
Away from the diabolical memories
Sting me right in the middle
Make me cripple in the dark
The pain has its claw tight
Deepening into my flesh
I can’t get up
Hear only howling and screaming
No laughter to dilute the sadness
but only me sifting and trembling in the darkness.

Time lost


W
alking down the street
I see my old playground
I see the swings, the merry-go-round
Feel the child in me
Jumping with joy
The A of the swing
Singing to me
I rush to the swing
The wooden seat
Scratched by so many kids
Invited me to sit
It wants me to awing along
Saying with the swing
I feel the childhood coming back
Once again I want to fly up in the sky
Want to reach for the stars
I want to dance with the clouds
Make friends with the birds
Higher and higher I go
Move with the speed of light
Faster than air I go
Hair swaying back and forth
I can smell the morning glory too
I can even sway with my one arm
I can be a bird
And fly up in the sky
Nobody to stop me
The only place I want to feel like a child
But the creaking of the swings
Brings me back to this cruel world
Where dreams are crushed
As soon as you see them
Not a moment to live the dream
I pick up my bag
And leave for the darkness
Once more again